:: The Realm of Asvaloth ::

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

Mood : Tired
Music : "My Graduation" by SPEED

Pita is in America now. I haven't sent any email for her but I'm planning to do so. I had a lot of tests lately. Physics, Chemistry, Mathematics, Biology, and somehow I have a feeling that I'll get bad marks on them. Have I chosen the right path?

I often feel uneasy nowadays. I get angry more easily than usual and sleepier than usual. I'm also bitchier than usual! I don't know why, but maybe it's because lack of sleep? Or because various inner and outer problems?

My cousin is pregnant. She's two years older than me and not even married! How could this happen to our family?! I was very shocked when my mother told me about it. She's been very distant to us after she confessed about her pregnancy. I'm very disappointed at her and her boyfriend. I always admired her boyfriend (not in THAT way, mind you) because of his knowledge and attitude. But now I feel like I've been betrayed by both of them. I'm not ashamed about that fact, I'm just DISAPPOINTED. All of the members of our family has always received proper education and mannerism and of course religion. But see what the result is!? I can't take this alone. I have to share it. I told Izhur, Ika, and Fitra about this, and of course they were shocked too. When I heard about pregnancies before marriage before, it didn't affect me. But when it happens to someone who is close to you, you'll find that your mind tries to deny it. Well, my mind does.

Yaoi pairings :
<< Ban x Ginji >>
<< Ohtori x Shishido >>(somebody please scan their doujinshi!)

Still myself until 10:03 p.m.

Saturday, August 9, 2003

Mood : Depressed
Song : "My Friend" by Zard (Slam Dunk 4th Ending)

Pita is going to leave for America in two weeks. I'm so envious of her. After I woke up from afternoon nap, I thought about this for a while...

<< Indonesian >>
Indonesia tuh negara yang luas daratannya nggak kecil-kecil amat, tapi toh tetep kecil kalo mau dibandingin sama seluruh dunia ini. Rasanya kok rugi banget kalo aku ngabisin seumur hidup buat netep di negara brengsek macam Indonesia ini. Ngomongnya aja negara Islam, tapi kok tingkat kriminal sama terorismenya tinggi banget (korupsinya juga). Okelah, kalo terorisme emang dilakuin sama Islam yang kelewat ekstrim. Makanya dari dulu aku pengen banget ke luar negeri. Goblok juga kalo inget dulu ditawarin Pita ikut NACEL aku nolak. Abis waktu itu sama sekali nggak tertarik ke Amrik, pengennya Belanda ato Inggris. Tapi Inggris mahal banget bo. Mo ikut taon depan juga ragu-ragu. Entar lagi udah 17 taon nih. Tapi kenapa aku nggak pengen ngerayain sweet seventeen?(Nggak nyambung sama topik ya?). Ngeliat Pita sekarang, serius aku iri banget. Dia udah setingkat lebih unggul dari aku. Pokoknya pengen ke luar negeri, pengen tau apa sih bedanya manusia di tempat yang satu sama yang lain. Kenapa sih aku mesti jadi warga negara Indonesia. Kita semua kan berasal dari satu manusia yang sama yaitu Adam. Kenapa semua manusia nggak bisa jadi satu sebagai warga dunia aja. Salah satu impian aku adalah menjadi warga dunia. Bukan warga negara manapun, bebas berada di manapun tanpa harus terjerat hukum ini peraturan itu (bukannya aku pelanggar hukum sih). Kapan ya bisa terwujud?
<< Indonesian >>

I wish for an immortality. So that I can see all of this world. See this quiz result.

You are a Phoenix.
The phoenix was known to both the Russians and the Native Americans. This legendary creature of flame was said to live for thousands of years, and then die in an explosion of flame. When the fire dissipated, the bird would be reborn from it's own ashes.
:: What legend are you? ::
Quiz by Paradox

Phoenixes are immortals. Once they die they will reborn again and again forever. I thought for a while how happy I am if I'm an immortal. But to think about it again, immortals aren't always happy. What if before they see all of this world, they've already taste all the world sadness and bitterness? To think that I will live forever but those who I love and love me will leave me alone makes me feel sad.

I want someone to come to me and say that everything will be alright and I must stand confidently and walk through my path with all my power. And I surely will be able to get what my heart is always hope for.

And no yaoi pairing today.

Still myself until 09:50 p.m.

Thursday, August 7, 2003

Mood : Calm
Music : No music

Tomorrow is my school's birthday! Yay! No lesson at all!! Woohooo!!!! Let me say this, FISIKA IS CRAP!!!! NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!*laugh a la Sakuragi*

I luv YAOI, I luv ToriShishi, I luv SatoDai, I luv bishonens!!! Fidia, welcome to the club. Let's cheer for our love for yaoi! Three of my high school friends has become yaoi fans. One, Izhur, because she just loves pretty ukes. Two, Ika, because she loves cool semes. Three, Fidia, because she is interested in our conversations ^_^. glad to know that most of my friends are open-minded. Next target : Nono-chan!

MA and IM did that again. Why don't they just become a couple!? Make us (Ika, Izhur, and me) irritated. Well, we all know that IM is RE's boyfriend. But I WOULD, I mean, WE would like to see IM as MA's boyfriend. Yes, MA is the seme. He's pretty cool, calm, and confident, anyway. And Ika swore she saw IM almost KISSING with HA!!! It's just a few centimeters away!!! NOOOO!!!!

Fanfiction.Net has Get Backers!!! Yay! Luv Ban x Ginji!!! I just love Sexy!Ban and Innocent!Ginji, aren't they always like that? And Kitarin-chan writes the best Ban x Ginji fanfictions. I just love the way Ginji calls Ban ("Ban-chaaaannnn!!!"), it's just sooo....gay. And I luv ToriShishi, and I worship Mura-chan for having a ToriShishi fanlisting. And I'm still waiting for the shrine...soon. I want more ToriShishi fanfics. I just read one at Fanfiction.Net and it calls "The Uke Support Group". It's so damn funny and I laughed my ass off! I recommend you to read it!

Oh yeah, I took some quizzes and the results are...

You are Midou Ban!

You are Midou Ban!
You're sometimes too rude, but you work hard to get what you want, or what you deserve. Once you make friends with someone, you wholly believe in their abilities, but that doesn't stop you from being protective of those you hold dear.
:: Get Backers Personality Quiz ::

I'm the Invincible Ban-sama! ...don't you want to know who you are?

Midou Ban
As half of the Get Backers, you've got more than enough ego to cover for Ginji- but between the Snake Bite and your Evil Eye, you account for most of it. Sure, you may have crazy anime hair and happen to be a bit of a spendthrift- but so what? You've always got Ginji (or Shido) to fall back on...
:: Which main-ish Get Backers character are you? ::

Yahoo!!! I'm Ban-sama!!! Then why am I Juubei in the first quiz?! Aren't Ban and Juubei totally different. But i don't care 'coz I luv both of them. Ban-sama is just too sexy to resist, isn't he?

Ooops, it's late now. Gotta go sleeping.

Yaoi Pairing(s):
<< Ban x Ginji >>
<< Ohtori x Shishido >>
<< Satoshi x Daisuke >>

Still myself until 10:15 p.m.

Friday, August 1, 2003

Mood : Happy ^_^
Music : None ^_^

I took a quiz today. See it! See it!

:: Which GetBackers Anime Character Are You? ::

Wee..!!! I'm Juubei-chaaaannnnn!!!! Luv him! Luv him! Luv him! And I luv Ban-chan too!

Oh the FUCKING HELL!!! I forgot that tomorrow I have to do PBB! Damn that school, and they call it the best school in Malang. Bah! Best school my ass. Oh, here's another quiz,

KURAPIKA
Of all the other ukes, you're probably the one who's most in touch with his feminine side. But aah, like most females, you must never be pushed over the edge. Your anger is fatal, and you can turn the tables against your seme if he goes too far. But that's okay, because once your anger passes by (and provided that your seme survived it), you're back to your old loving self again and will be more than happy to welcome your seme back in open arms.
:: Which Hunter X Hunter Uke Are You? ::

*Face-faulted* I'm Kurapika? Really? Then who's my seme? Hopefully Killua or Kuroro since they're both so cool.

Anyway, Mom is shouting at me to get some sleep so I think I'll end this now. Ja ne!

Yaoi Pairing(s) :
<< Ohtori x Shishido >>
<< Ban x Ginji >>

Still myself until 10:20 p.m.

Thursday, July 31, 2003

Mood : Sleepy...again
Music : No music

Just a quick post! I have to go sleep soon or my parents will start ranting. I have to wake up at 5 a.m. every morning, take a bath, dressed, have breakfast, and go to school. Hh...I'm sleepy.

I took a few quizzes today but I'll show you only two of them.

Guess what? I'm Rikuou!

I’m the standoffish jerk bishounen of the series whose cold attitude is arguably explained by a tragic and bloody past. I enjoy teasing Kazahaya when I'm not out repeatedly saving his life. Kakei often recruits me to act as the bodyguard in our supernatural jobs, likely because of my borderline telekinetic ability.
Find out with GD bishie you are | by Aelice

Satoshi

:: DNAngel Quiz ::

Yaoi Pairing(s):
<< Aya x Ken >>
<< Zoro x Luffy >>

Still myself until 10:55 p.m.

Tuesday, July 29, 2003 Mood : Bitchy
Music : "My Friend" by Zard

Damn school! Damn school! Damn school!

The first day and second day at school were not very succesful. About half of the third-years (including me, it's about 160 people) were punished because we skipped PBB on Saturday. We HAVE to do it again next Sunday! That means I can't watch One Piece next Sunday on TV!!! Damn school and it's teachers! On second day, I H-A-T-E FISIKAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The teacher is...urgh...I don't even want to talk about him. Other teachers are okay, I think. Yes, and we got Retno-sensei as our Math teacher this year. We all like her because she's so beautiful and kind. It's good that we didn't get "Bu Meteor" or "Bu Ilusi", I don't like them and they make me hate Math (well, I hate it anyway, but it's better if Retno-sensei is the teacher).

I'm the new class secretary. And my friends said, "Wah! Mak rajin banget!" and laughed at me. I have to get the class' journal every morning from the vice-principals room and take it all day before return it.

By the way, I have this urge to write a ToriShishi fanfic but I'm afraid I can't finish it (again). Heck! I don't even know how to started other than,

"Shishido-san!"
Shishido turned his head at the voice who called him and he saw his junior, Choutarou Ohtori running at him while smiling and waving his hand.
And blah blah blah...

Oh, that sucks! My English is pathetic and here I am confusing over how to start a fic. And with that pathetic English I want to write a LEMON! Yeah, keep dreaming, you know suckers need it.

Yaoi pairing:
<< Ohtori x Shishido >>
<< Oishi x Kikumaru >>

P.S. : One of my grandpa's sister (usually in Indonesia we called grandpa's sister or brother with grandma or grandpa, too) passed away last night. Inalillahi was inaillaihi raji'uun. May her soul always be at peace beside Allah. Amin.

Still myself until 08:50 p.m.

Sunday, July 27, 2003

Mood : Sleepy
Music: "Brand New Days" by Shishido & Ohtori (TeniPuri)

No good fanfictions today, no good pictures today, no good films today. Today is sooooooooo boring.*yawn*

Oh, not entirely so. I won 3 rental vouchers from MEXX. Each voucher worth 50,000 rupiahs. And I can borrow up to 30 anime CDs with one voucher. YEAH! Lucky me!

Anyhow, I watched WeiB Kreuz Gluhen today. Woah! Aya-kun soooo kakkoi!!! I loved Ken-chan at WeiB but Ken from Gluhen was...well...let's say I don't really like him. Aya-kun! Aya-kun! Aya-kun! His hair was long and braided (reminded me of Duo-kun from Gundam Wing), but he still sooo cool. And he SMILED more! GOSH!

I just visited Shihan Ichomiya's website and got nothing. *sigh* GIVE ME MORE OHTORI AND SHISHIDOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I was searching for Escaflowne ending song mp3, 'Mystic Eyes' and I didn't get it. I downloaded Direct Connect and couldn't operate it. I tried to operate FTP too but failed...miserably.

I'm sleepy, I'll go sleep, because I have to go to my DAMN school tomorrow. See you tomorrow...I hope.

Yaoi Pairing(s) :
<< Ohtori x Shishido >>
<< Ban x Ginji >>
<< Zoro x Sanji >>

Still myself until 09:57 p.m.

Saturday, July 26, 2003

Mood : Sleepy
Music : "Da Da Da" by Hoshi Shoichiro as Gakuto Mukahi

:: What Flavor Pocky Are You? ::
[c] sugardew

:: What's Your Inner Flower? ::
[c] sugardew

Fitra called today and my aunt told her that I was taking a bath. Damnit! I WAS reading in my room! Now I lost the chance to talk to her. Fitra always called me from wartel and she doesn't have any phone so I couldn't call her back. *sigh*

Anyhow, I skipped school today. Who wanted to do PBB in such heat! Most of my (lazy and crazy) classmates decided to skipped, too. And they're so FUCKING CALM! I kept asking them if it's okay and Ika just said, "Gak pa pa wis!". Oh fuck you, Ka!.

I'm sleepy *yawn*. Guess I'll just go to sleep.

Yaoi Pairing(s) :
<< Tezuka x Ryoma >>
<< Draco x Harry >>
<< Hiead x Zero >>

Still myself until 10:06 p.m.

Friday, July 25, 2003

Mood : Nothing
Music : Tsubasa ni Natte by Eiji Kikumaru (TeniPuri)

I changed the layout again. Last layout was too small and definitely too simple. I can't put other things beside entries in it. Now you can see about me, links, supports, friends, etc. Well, the reason that I changed the layout was because I joined a lot of fanlistings lately and I need new layout to put all those codes and images.

Izhur, Ika, and Fidia played to my home yesterday and we saw a LOT of yaoi pics. Great, now Fidia now about our abnormality. We also watched Slam Dunk and Ika was swooning at her Sendoh, Fidia at her Sakuragi, and me at my Mitsui of course, and Izhur? Geh, she only love Shevchenko from AC Milan, nothing else. Yesterday was my first day of school after 3 weeks holiday and it suck. We just went to school, attended MOS opening ceremony and went home.

Today is one day holiday. I spent almost all morning to redesign the blog and upload files to topcities. I'm tired now. I am reading a Harry Potter fic called The Game and it's quite interesting.

Yaoi Pairing :
<< Ohtori x Shishido >>
<< Satoshi x Daisuke >>
<< Draco x Harry >>

Still myself until 12:06 p.m.

:: FRIENDS ::

[Ika] + [Izhur] + [Mas Dandy] + [Pak Dalbho] + [Ndjapoel] + [Mbak Epha] + [Ardhi] + [Babe] + [Nono-chan] + [Tumo] + [Eka] + [Mife] + [Benthol] + [Sar-Min] + [Dalela] + [Fidia]

:: LINKS ::

[Fanfiction.Net]
[SakuraCrisis Scanlation]
[Daily Manga]
[Quizilla]
[Anime Lyrics]
[Dugem Krebo]
[MuggleNet.Com]
[TheFanlistings.Org]

:: MAILING LISTS ::

[Indonesia Yaoi Front]
[Indonesia Slash Front]
[Harry Potter Indonesia]
[Love Mode]
[Yaoi Duo x Quatre]
[5x2x1x4x3]
[Gundam Wing]
[Furuba Lemon Basket]

:: GET BACKERS BLOG CREWS ::
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() Kazuki Fuchoin
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() Paul Wan
() Madoka Otowa
() Sakura Kakei
() Kyoji Kagami
() Hevn
() Makubex
() Haruki Emishi
() Saru
() Takeru Teshimine
() Takuma Fudou
() Gozo Maguruma
() Natsuhiko Miroku
() Yukihiko Miroku
() Clayman
() Hera
() Kait
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:: GUESTBOOK ::

:: ABOUT ME ::

I was born 19 October 1986.
I live in Malang, East Java, Indonesia.
I study at SMUN 3 Malang, 3rd Year.
I'm a Javanese-Minangkabau.
I live with a father, a mother, a younger brother, a grandpa, a grandma, two aunts, an uncle, and four cousins (yeah, we're a very big family).

:: HOBBIES ::

- Reading books, mangas & fanfics.
- Making blog designs (but suck at it).
- Playing tennis and volleyball.
- Collecting anime goodies.
- Watching animes and movies.
- Drawing and painting.

:: CONTACT ME ::

mail [at] mail.com
mail [at] yahoo.com
domain [at] topcities.com

:: SUPPORTS & CLIQUES ::

Also a fan of HanaKimi !
I'm a Slam Dunk Fan!
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Ohtori Choutarou, Shishido Ryou, Keigo Atobe and Oshitari Yuushi from Tennis no Oujisama owned by Konomi Takeshi/Shueisha. Picture taken from doujinshi HYOTEISM by Love Potion no 9 / Shihan Ichinomiya. Best viewed with IE, 1024x768 resolution.
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